Tauresian resistence. My strong, unmoving Taurus resistance. Urg! I feel it a lot when I enter into a therapeutic process. My desire and motivation to change is there, so why are you stopping my body and mind from actually being able to take any action? From even being able to breath? Well... are you really ready ready and motivated to change?
What is it really trying to tell me? I forget where I am, what I'm doing... I'm surrounded by death energy, loss without its counterpart, renewal.
Especially when this particular flavor of resistance comes up around therapeutic work, I actually get this thing where I don't want to give my therapist the benefit of having helped me. Isn't that horrible? Where does this come from. This reminds me of some sort of relationship or dynamic I had from my past... what was it...
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