Holding a high vibration doesn't seem to be happening for long periods of time. I feel myself pretty low again, focusing on body insecurities.

 

But really, this is the same body I've always lived in. This is the same body that feels radiant. This is the body that I journeyed in for 10 days of Vipassana, feeling the morphing, changing sensations and structures temporarily inhabit. Exploring deeply into the tissues, penetrating down into the most subtle of vibrations, sending little wavelets of sonar and tracing all my inner organs. This is the same body that did a trekked in the Himalayas. This body has been the vessel of my all my experience, The ocean is being and my body is the shore.

 

My body is so much more than any one judgment, than any one moment.